Countless times I end up in the same situation. Life gets better...I get sloppy...and before I know it I'm having a bad day and have to make a change. Maybe not a U-turn, not so dramatic, but at least a noticeable bend.
What annoys me about it, is that I KNOW exactly how it goes. And i've gone through this cycle enough times to know it can be avoided if i get my act together.
What stops me reading my bible? What stops me praying? What stops me woshipping? Nothing but my own disregard for said things, and a large amount of distractions.
I've had a very lethargic couple of days. Nothing bad has happened, but I know when i'm happy, and I just havn't been smiling as much for a couple of days. And it's so stupid cause I know what it takes. I know where my heart needs to be, and it's not been there.
I'm at my happiest, in my best moods, and in my most blessed points in life when I focus on what I'm supposed to. How could I be so utterly stupid as to focus on anything else?
So, it's time to bring it back. God WILL be my all, and its about time I kept it that way. It's time to stop worrying about things like my last post. When it comes down to it, stuff like that wont matter when i'm in heaven. Not that I dont care about it now, I really do, but God is bigger...
Maybe, as he so often does, the direct concequences of making God the middle of everything will be that he continues to bless me with stuff that I cannot even hope to repay him for.
He blows my mind. He Really does.
P.S. Off topic photo of the day...
My dinner! I cooked too much again but its awesome. I dont care what you say, I'm an awesome chef...
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